Two days a week, I have a break during my classes where I typically spend at the gym or working online. I despise these breaks and all breaks I’ve ever had between classes because I have limited myself to two options. I want to live a more spontaneous, beautiful and calming life, yet I overlook these restrictions I’ve bounded myself to for years. Today as I was sitting at the computer, hyping myself up for about two hours or work, I stopped. I put away my computer and began walking to the food market close to my school. Currently, I am sitting outside after completing my meal of an eel roll and enjoying the company of my writing. No stress, no routine, just the spontaneity I’ve always dreamt of for myself. If I begin to look at breaks without boundaries, my days and my weeks will feel more fulfilling. I need to suck out all the self inflicted dread in my life and I intend on doing this.
The photos above were taken during my break and I feel they resemble a new awakening, at least for this Tuesday.